| It Came Unexpected |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|10:56 am] |
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When, I think about love and how I use to feel about the emotion, I am left here astounded.Thinkin back into past relationships I had, where I thought I felt this emotion for the person,thinkin now I was wrong.I thought I had experienced Love before..guess not.They always say you find love in the strangest of places(atleast thats what Yoda says)Well once again Yoda was right. When I was just about to give up on it all together,he comes out of nowhere and like turned my mind into the sweetest chaos I have ever known.A few years ago, I wouldn't have ever thought this would be possible, I kind of went like numb after the worst break up of my life and I was even more positive I would never find a love like this.A Love that knows my every thought just by the laugh I make(which by the way is still blowin my mind) or how when he asks me a question in my weak attempt to avoide sayin yes I laugh and say ummm...(which he points out all the time but yet I still do it) I never really had someone aside of family pay that much attention to this stuff .Thinkin about it now I can't help but to smile.I do have to admit our relationship has its rocky moments and is rather fucked up,but we're both fucked up anyway.We say it has alot to do with the fact we are both obsessed with eachother...lol...who knew, I sure as hell didn't....i just felt the need to have a positive entry for a change and I also wanted to let him know that although I am crazy and wicked moody and my mind moves quicker then the speed of light, He is loved ! Well I am out of here..Ttyl Ree |
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